Thoughts of the first anniversary...

The love story series on animania has finally ended, and i bet most of you should have heard enough of me ranting about the final episode being friday and all.

But, this love stories have given me something to write about, considering that we are down to the last 7 days to the first anniversary of my blog (yes, when i started the blog i choose the date specifically so that it falls on the 31/12) and i would not be able to celebrate it as my parents suddenly decided that we should go overseas, i guess this would have to do as the last post of the year 2005 (hopefully, i would be able to get some sleep on the plane back and thus have energy to write one final post for 2005 on the 31/12)...

I was watching art central as usual and the advertisment for the last episode of "The Sopranos" caught my eye. the advertisment was going around the theme of "Why do we usually hurt the people we love the most?"

This theme seems to also recur in the love stories that were being featured on animania, especially Shinkon Gattai Godannar!! and Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien (which art central still wrongly names it as Rumbling Hearts)... They both center around the fact that somehow, you always hurt the person whom you love the most. Take Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien as an example, Mitsuki was hurt the most by Takayuki, with whom she was actually really in love in. Unfortunately, Takayuki had already started a relationship with another person known as Haruka and yet Takayuki still love Mitsuki. Even Takayuki himself said it in one of the episode :" My relationship to Haruka is my responsibility, but my feelings are true for Mitsuki"...

So, somehow, as the series progresses, you see that Mitsuki gets hurt the most emotionally as she sees herself as Haruka's replacement for Takayuki, while Takayuki tries to get Mitsuki back. Even Mitsuki herself was hurt emotionally to the point that she wished that all of this never happened....

It just seems weird that the people whom we love the most, the people whom we protect the most, are the ones whom are hurt the most, most of the time. It just seems weird that humans are created like that, such that we hurt the people whom we love the most.

And i guess this is a lasting thought for the year which have gone by. The blog which i started is finally going to be one year old, and one year of criticism are also on it as well. Lets take this period of time, to relive the post that were written here, and than treat it as a final thought for this year, and than let it go, for grudges should not be kept, the new year starts a new ray of hope...

And here is discmon, wishing you all a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year, with hope, i shall be back here on the 31/12 to write one final post for this year...

Discmon